have you read the lyrics of

'home' by daughtry?

/I'm staring out into the night,

Trying to hide the pain.

I'm going to the place where love

And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.

And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain/

in about two days' time it would mark the fourth month since my arrival here. after all these days here, money has no longer been the issue. you know how people would gawk upon the knowledge of my allowance cum pay and expect me to stay in taiwan simply for the money? well it has no longer been the case really. i'm not denying that it was not a push factor for me, and for that matter for everyone else who's here, to go overseas but after all these while, you've been away from the familiar home those pressed notes simply don't mean a thing.

/Be careful what you wish for,

'Cause you just might get it all.

You just might get it all/

i remember how much i wanted to be the few to be able to go overseas after learning from my instructors that a selected few would be chosen eventually. till today i don't believe that coming up here has been mere coincidence or fate but was rather a plan of God for me to live in. everyday i spend here is a new day of fresh opportunities for me to live in His will. well i guessed i did get it all eventually.

/Oh, well I'm going home,

Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.

I'm not running from.

No, I think you got me all wrong.

I don't regret this life I chose for me.

But these places and these faces are getting old.

I said these places and these faces are getting old,

So I'm going home.

I'm going home/

i guess the chorus just said all that i needed to say,

period.