Tuesday, November 30, 2004

out with justin and jueluo.

todae totally ROX! went out with justin and jue luo. played badminton first from 3-4 pm. and being the horny and disgusting people justin and jue luo are, they dare one another for the loser to give the winner a net amount of 10 sessions. haha. only they will understand the horrendous atrocity. i on the other hand, wanted to play on. didn't want to add on to the number. but because jl was down a net score of 10 to justin, no matter how much i tried. i could only sustain it. haha. not that justin's good. haha. yay. during changing both me and jue luo change outside of the cubicle. i mean no one there also. besides, we only changing shirt. i changed pants too lahx. haha. but that justin went to cubicle to change. ahha. got smthing to hide! haha.

went to the movies later. watched taxi! woohoo! awesome! was comical and yet dramatic. great show. Queen Latifah. woah. she totally rock! and there were those Brazilian girls. oooh. haha. nvm. *dun let the horniness get the better of me* so newae. it was damn farni lahx. hahha.

went eating at teppanyaki at CS. had squid with garlic. nice... haha. 2 bowls of rice? just nice full- not that sorta VERY full until cannot walk. haha. but it was not too bad. haha. then went to LJS at TM. i had a drink. then we went arcade le! haha. play some daytona. haha. lost to justin. idiot. bang so many times lahx. irritating. then again, not that justin's good. ahha. wanted to watch a second show- bridget jones' diary. but then i no $ le. haha. left with 10. gosh! ha. but it was clean good fun. haha. went home then.

belive in urself. all u gotta do is believe. dun think so much. do what you can, and everything within ur control will be done naturally. now that's wat i learnt from TAXI. hhaa.

Monday, November 29, 2004

argh! my aching feet.

todae totally rox! haha. went out with class ppl. the 5 of us- kh, bryan, rey, liangi [fer dinner] and i. hhaha. went o plaza singapura watch movie. haha. shark tale! lalalalalllaalalalala ...... *working at the car wash!!!! ohhhhh-yeh-e-yeh-eh-eh!!!* lalalalallllaa... and i found out that lenny from shark tale is cuter than jack jack from the incredibles! oh yeah. he's got that irritating attitude and sweet character! haha. so funny.whole show was, haiyah. ok lahx. nth to sae also. some family show. more family than the incredibles. then again, isn't 4B a family? with kh as the towkay and bryan as the ah bu. haha. yay!

but the most fun thing was that after the show, we walked from PS to centrepoint, then to paragon then to Tangs. haha. then after that we stop there, then decided to walk back to dhoby ghort. hahha. so we turned, cross the road, walked along taka now. so we passed wisma, then taka. then back to dhoby ghort station. haha. then after that we saw suntec city. dun seem far rite? haha. so we walk lohx. from PS down to suntec. haha. passed Rendezvous Hotel. then Singapore Art Museum. then Carlton hotel then stopped at Raffles hotel. haha. then decided that we continue to Suntec, instead of gng to take the train at Raffles City. ahha. so we walk somemore lohx. haha. we started walking at 2105h. ended at 2245h. haha. totally exhausting. haha. and i was wearing this damn small shirt lahx. haha. so it was double the hot. haha. sweaty and sticky. YUX. ha!

on the way, bryan and kh forever talking. haha. sometimes, like at every 5min interval, u'll hear a laugh. sure from them wan. ahha. dunnoe how they can talk for so long. haha. i think talking crap lahx. not talking sense wan lahx sumtimes. but hey! tt's wat makes 4B special! haha. and United! ha! then i and rey down there. silent. silent. haha. no sound. haha. got talk lahx. but compared to the coupld behind us? uncomparable. hahha. adn u noe wat? rey also realised. there was sumthing lacking in our grp! tt was the feminine presence. haha. hmmm. interesting. *zhang da le!

beau dae.

so long havent go out le. haha. last time i went out was on saturadae. though its only last last dae rite, it seemed months. haha. so dying to go out later with class ppl. oh yea! plaza singapura. yet again. how nice. hahahha. so exciting! ha!

Christmas is coming!! Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow! yay! so exciting! Christmas at 16- once a lifetime. nxt yr will be Christmas at 17 le. yay! so fun. love Christmas! carnt wait. hahahha....

Sunday, November 28, 2004

sat and sun recap

it has really been an eventful weekend lahx. supposed to go online last nite and add in new post fer yesterdae. but i guess i'll do it todae. hahhaa.

yesterdae-went to the clinic fer some jab cause gng to hong kong mahx. so go there take jab. shouted lahx. so malu. i hate jabs lohx. especially the one before the sat's one. that was the fine needle aspiration thing (dunnoe how to spell lahx) but they inserted this LONG needle into my neck to draw some fluid out. when i was conscious. so irritating and painful. i was scared le. so i shouted when i saw the needle. but poked in: not painful wan lohx. damn malu lahx. come out, ppl look lohx. haha. so punny. then went down to vjc. wanted to ammend some of my choices. thot it was the 26. but it was the 27. asked to go to moe there lahx. so far. like up north. about 500km north of capital: Orchard. haha. i didn't go lahx after all. so it's still fixed. yup. then went fer vjc choir carolling auditions. damn fun lahx. the games. the warmups. the auditions were the most fun. hahah. went in. told them i was bass. they tested my low range. i reached a F#. tt's quite low lahx. but the basses in vs can reach to a D. so i'm not too bad fer a B1. haha. sounds like i'm some banna in pyjamas. haha. newae. then they tested on my high range: i reached a E. but todae, i tried and i reached a G. so i can sing like 3 octaves lahx! haha. so they were like: are u sure ur in bass? haha. farni incident. went out with seniors of vjc choir. some i noe, some i dunnoe but saw b4 at genting competition. haha. so we walk walk, talk talk, eat eat, have fun basically. it was fun lahx. any time/ moment spent with seniors rite are always fun and exciting wan lohx. haha. so it was fun. *how many times did i sae it? nvm. fer the record- it was fun.

todae- went to church as usual. the whole dae, literally, was spent there. 9am was the so-called P5s graduation. i had to be there because i'm gng to be their leader nxt yr. yup. damn cute girls and boys. a pleasure. the boys were rowdy lahx. but they are super duper nice lahx. haha. they make so much noise rite, but deep down they are so so so nice and welcoming. great kids. went fer cell group nxt. then went spdlight fer like a few tens of minutes like 30min? then went down fer 3pm rehearsal. stayed there till 2.30pm, then served fer 3pm service. they had a drama where only kids were involved. haha. i helped out in the lights lahx. the programming and things like that. but todae i was backstage. yup. so fun. haha. the children were seriously seriously cute and having a great time. guess wat? they're only 5/ 6 yrs old lahx. that's liek K1 and K2 only lohx. amazing feat. 2 grps of kids. each grp do 2 services. haha. so they have to stay on lohx. so fun. haha. then after that, was sparklers prac. had a great time. everything was jsut so loud. haha. crazy ppl. we being the soundguys... haha. did nth lohx. sing along. went fer like a 15min dinner. came back. served in 7pm service. same thing. packed up. left church at bout 9.30pm. so it was more than bout 12h in church. but it was really great. awesome. haha. to be in the house of God. and being back to serve in the tech ministry. brings back good ol' memories. haha. yay!

Friday, November 26, 2004

yesterdae. all my troubles seem so far away.

went out with classmates yet again. this time with ragen, rey, bryan and keunho. woah. went to watch THE FORGOTTEN. nice lahx. but farni and stupid thing was that none of us knew wat the hell the movie was all about. so we jsut paid some 7.50, sat down and watch the movie like some newbies. none knew. maybe we just forgot. haha.

the show's bout a mother's love. nice lahx. several real heart-pounding actions. not too bad. but at the end of the movie, they didn't say why the kids were abducted. who the hell was that man. some supernatural being or some humans. why the experiment even took place. why was it that if the humans didn't cooperate, they'll die? no meaning lahx the show. but it was heart-warming on the contrary. hahaha. totally not the word to be used for such a thriller-movie. but watever lahx. anyway, there were just so many suspicisions. hmmm... maybe I forgot. haha.

had dinner at the food court at the basement of cathay cineleisure. bryan orderes laksa dry. hahaa. damn lame lahx. hahha.. carnt stop laughing over that incident. ha! newae, classmates left early. about 8.30pm then they go home le. somehow, i felt wierd to have left them. i dunnoe. neva done this sorta thing before. i went walk walk with my seniors. at taka. 2 lamers lahx. haix.

but we walked till plaza singapura lahx. that's similar to walking from somerset mrt station to dhoby gaught mrt station lahx! hahha. walk so fast somemore. irritating. make me feel so sticky and hot. ahah! met me choir senior (erm, she's a she. vjc choir wan. well she's my mummy in VJC!) haha. so we met her there and then we just talked at the starbux there lohx. so irritating lahx. saw rueben and rui wen at starbux. apparently they went to crash RGS prom. so wu liao, if u ask me. haha.

i sorta decided liaox lohx. VJC-science: PH-CH-EC-MA. ya. all thnx to mabel from vjc! thnx! haha. eternally grateful fer explaining so much to mua. haha. thnx!

O-levelies reflections!

Chem Pract:
the best chem pract i had since... erm...*forgot when, but it was sure long ago. The prelims exams- chem pract was totally screw, came out of the lab nearly crying. Biut this time round, i thank God for Hos work through me in praising and glorifying His name through my pract! Awesome! did a total of nearly 6 titrations and still found time for QA. Amazing! First 2 titrations were close: 25.2 , 25.3. #rd time was a flop: 25.8. 4th time: realised i didn't refill burette. %th time: shaked the burette jet, droplets came out, didnt know whether any got into my nearby solution. so REDO! 6th time: 25.3! so happy! the success of the pract- Must dedicate it to the One who helped me through!

Physics Pract:
Totally forgot wat happened this day. writing this as a candidate who has finished the chinese and ss paper le. but all i remember is that i could not finish the paper. designing of the experiment part- yeah didn't complete it. but drew the graph. so pray that Cambridge sees it. and at least give me a mark for it.

Chinese Paper 1 and 2:
A great start to the written papers! the composition questions were something i did before- about ppl gng to hotels to spend their public hols instead of spending it with their families. so, THANK GOD! paper 1 was not that tough. paper 2 was slightly more difficult. comprehension was totally madness. crazy madness. got a few mistakes here and there. so altogether, excluding compre, i had 11.5 marks deducted le!!! but now, a great relief! chinese is over!

Social Studies:
all the essays that appeared in the exams were all the topics that i prepared for! Switz, Jap and D&D all appeared! Praise God! this morning, had a gut feeling that all these 3 would come out. hahha. the SBQ were slightly tougher- 2 inferences, 1 reliability, 1 Sim and diff. so sianx. sbq was bout the falklands islands conflict. DAng! and so i predicted correctly- htta conflict among countries would appear again. SS is finally OVER!

English Paper 1 and 2:
the first paper that i'm sitting for to be sent over to Cambridge- and wwat a great start! was a bit rusty in the compo part. where i got sort of mixed up and confused about the language used in the introduction and the first para. But thank God!- He saw me through, and the writing became much more fluent. and b4 i knew it, i finished the compo! the informal letter was not too bad too! in fact, i guess it was wonderful! just that my format a bit the wrong. i didn't add the date. Comprehension i guess was not that bad too. about some speed (tech and running). Thank God for the FOCUS adn the times when He was there to get some songs out of my head!!

EMath Paper 1:
the paper was relatively easy. thank God! when i first did the paper, there were some qns which i stumbled over. qns that i didn't know how to do. but when i did the paper a second time- went thru all my workings ands stuff, completed the paper! so it was a good paper. a VERY good one. THANK GOD!

AMath Paper 1
For the first time since the MYE, i finally completed the AM paper! i still recall myself praying for a breakthrough! and i received it! was initially quite worried when i realised i was stumped at the first qns on vecotrs. i spent nearly 15 mins on that qns alone and finally gave up on it. then i went on to complete the paper. leaving out qns on vectors, binomial., integration in 75mins! went back to complete the binomial qns. integration was tricky- till now we dun even noe the right ans- i forgot mine too! but i was so filled with JOY! x-checked ans with some classmates and realised all my ans were correct- except for one or two lahx. but NVM! Praise GOD!

Emaths Paper 2:
EM is finally over! i sorta calculated the amt of papers and time left till the end- 8 more papers= 14h 15mins more. less than a day. Thank GOD for seeing me through all the past papers! was tumped at the first qns- trigo and angles. looked to left and saw YC who went on to 2nd qns le. panic struck! but after calming down, finished the qns and went on. paper was slightly more challenging than the first one . but definitely manageable! dunno why so many ppl do the CFC, i did the curce to find the surface area and radius of the cylinder. prayed b4 dng adn felt more confident dng the curcve! excpet for the gradient of the curve, the rest were correct! Thank God!

AEP (Drawing and Painting):
beautiful paper! completed the painting, since dunnoe when. havent been able to do so fer a VERY VERY VERY long time le. the compo was praised by my teachers, well liked by the examiners. haha. i think they cannot understand my painting lehx. haha. look here look there wan. i think its the compo which excited them ba! hahah. andre and sam got the most stares. even art-pro keunho also they never look. see la. stupid sam. but thank God, major hurdle's finally over!

Geography (elective):
so exciting. 2 papers in 1 dae. 2 subjects- correct tt. crazy madness!! but geog was great. tourism- saw the qns b4! but neva go and do. stupid me. haix. but it wa good. tourism was fine. i counted and i wrote aout 43 para. if all are correct, i would have scored a min of 43 marks! yay! i believe so. oh yeah! but thank God lohx. the map was awesome! coastal map came out, precisely wat debra and i predicted! haha. to God be the Glory!


Physics Paper 1 and Paper 2:
for a person who didn't study for it, until the night before the paper, i felt the paper to be not too bad. quite easy. haha. dunnoe. *shrugs shoulders* . but i jsut have a great feeling that i can get about an A2 fer it? ha! I pray so. but it was fine. a bitty bitty tricky only. but hey! its physics, tell me something new about this subject! Praise God- 1 Science down!

AMaths paper 2:
totally screwed this paper up. gosh. tons of carelessness. but i hope and pray that the first paper can jack up my marks. but haix, all my weakness in amaths all hit as one shot. the previous night so tired from 2 subjects/ 3 papers le. so sleep early lohx. never really study in depth. haix. but dang it lahx. so irritating lohx. dang it. dang it. but its over. and Thank God! beacuse without Him, i wouldn't even be able to do any questions!

Chemistry Paper 1 and Paper 2:
Paper 1 was not too bad. lost about 5marks le. irritating. a replay of the mock exams? ewww. i don't think so. (mock exams i scored about an A2). paper 2 was fine. praying fer an A1. Cambridge! u better give me the A1! PRAY! yea! so after this day, the major papers are finished! yay! one last paper on tuesday! Thank God!

AEP (SEAsia Art):
great paper. ok lahx. some cheong soo pieng and tan swie hian came out. of course do the latter lahx. tan's work are so abstract! dunnoe how to ans. essay on SIN art was awesome! georgette chen came out- so fun. haha. SEAsia art- the same painting that came out for prelims came out! yay! so fun. hhaa. so do again lohx. haha. the paper was relatively fine. not big diff. but then again, its the end of the O's!

THANK GOD FOR SEEING ME THROUGH THE O-LEVELS. ALL THAT I'VE DONE IS NOT BY HUMAN HANDS. BUT RATHER BY THE GRACE OF GOD.!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

choices!

todae's the dae that the application for JCs start. yesterdae had a really good discussion *not very productive-like 500lines of words but still no firm decision* with rey, bryan, kh, izzat and ragen. it was good.

here's wat's holding me back:
VJC- beautiful school. great sch culture- i mean from vs to vj, similar sch spirit. nice ppl. choir's great there. besides, gng there= 4 bonus pts. BUT! subject combi lahx. either 3 humans plus 1 maths/tsd/ art, where 2 of the humans is mandatory econs and lit. love econs to bits. but skeptical bout lit. or 2 science 1 maths 1 humans. see the irritating part of it?

TJC- went to the openhouse. didn't really appeal to me. quite boring there. heard from my frends from there, who also told me taht the school there is seriously boring. so i'm not surprised. ss has taught me well, if the source is critical bout his/her own origins then i can believe more. so yup, i'm skeptical bout the school culture. yar. BUT! subject combi there is precisely wat i want. 2 humans (up to me, which will be econs and geog for me), 1 maths and 1 sience (chem!).

so u see the horrible difference, if only VJC principal or someone can come see this. then maybe can open a new class which has a subject combi of 2 humans, 1 maths, 1 science. preferably: GE-EC-MA-CH. gosh. so irritating lahx. dang it. going out to watch a late night movie with classmates later at 5pm. i mean 5pm meet. not the time of the movie. 5pm call late night movie mehx? *kokkokkok head* also gng to discuss bout the jc choices also. haix. all so lost. all so helpless. feels like primary school. just taht now? parents not there to help u choose. back then they help u choose. u jsut shuddup. i wasn't that deprived though. had a say. but now: all up to me.

haix. got 2 more daes to decide. but i think i'm gng for tjc. its combi over jc. tt's that. kenny told me: accountability and responsibilty will tell me wat to do. i seriously hope it does tell me soon. real soon.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

grad dae!

just a few. here

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` wat compares to 4B. beloved. taken with Mr Zuraimi and Ms Kong. family portrait. haha.

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` the 3 idiots. totally. suriyati (left) and her employers, darren and idiot (right)

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` i love this class. classroom and all. the settings. environment. the B classes in the coming years: better take care of it ah!

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` clement. myself. liseng. clement: long time choir mate. liseng: more irritating than me. ahha. MONITORS!

finally!!!

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` aep O's project ^


finally. the O's are over. wanted to write a newe entry. but then i wanted to create a new blog fer a long long time. but because it was due to the O's, i had to postpone it. now that the O's are over, heyheyhey!!! a new blog!

haha. yesterdae was the last dae of the National Examinations. did a few reflections on foolscap for each subject. so i guess i'll publish those soon. haha. haix. but since yesterdae, no doubt we had fun and stuff after the O's, but i felt lost. i was supposed to feel happy. euphoric. but then i was lost. desolute. no more purpose. the other levels still have got some hols hw. well that's their purpose: to finish the hols hw. but me/ us? nutting. lost. helplessly helpless. gosh.

and guess wat? something spectacular happened yesterdae. i had this sudden urge for the presence of a female. i mean i was with a totally male gang. ha! but then i was to some extent bored. wanted someone. someone different. went to watch the movie "The Incredibles". totally family movie. as if the male gang was family. haha. imagine bryan as the mother, and keunho as the lao ba! haha. then rey can be the maid. haha. *ehx: maids are nice okay? then again, rey's nice. ahha.

this few weeks of exams have really been fun. hahha. serious. sit in some air-con rooms. take papers. in the morning. in the afternoon. wow. now that its over, its amazing how time passes so quickly. even as i type this new entry, the peepx at JCs are taking the A's! Ganbatte! haha.

todae went for some JC admission briefing. so many stuff to do. so many JCs to choose from. so many choices. arts- science? take geog- econs? which one? VJC rox! wanna be a Victorian in a Victorian school fer the nxt 2 yrs! oh yeah! haha.

well... take ur time to explore this new blog! haha. ciao.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

first time. test test!

<2258hrs> flight 001 to tower control. do you read me?
<2258hrs> tower control to flight 001. we read you loud.
<2259hrs> flight 001 requesting permission to land.
<2300hrs> DANG IT!!! mayday mayday!
<2258hrs> tower control to flight 001. is there a problem?
i repeat. is there a problem?
<2258hrs> flight 001 to tower control tower. relax lahx. only play play mahx.

*this is just mrerely used for testing purposes. no lives were involved whatsoever.