I.
let every drop of the wave crash upon me
let it beat hard upon the velvet skin of mine
let it fall hard upon the skull till it cracks
let it break the ligaments of the joints

i just wanna live.

II.
you remind me of my past
my present and possibly
my future too.
the striking resemblence
coincidence? maybe.
then again maybe not.

i just wanna live.

please let me live.

irritation gets to the head

a million fragments
constructed from the sound of
- a pin drop.
piercing through the
still of the night
it haunts even the spirits of
- the living dead.

then again, i am the living dead.

bah. i'm just irritated man...

[written at approx 1950h]

Shower.

ah- that feeling
is it a deja vu?
something so familiar
yet so strange,

run your hands
through your crown;
restore it to full glory
breathe new life.

refresh every tissue
cause every cell to grow
flood the cities of the dead
send it down the drain.

bubble it up
foam on you
filled with nothingness
air- that's all i feel.

open the door
and out in the open
you risk another war
with tinny winnies,

well, at least you won this time round.

heh.

iPorn.

-ha

when i fall in love

when i fall in love

it will be forever.

- in my heart always

the full package of a bitch

Education is a public good. Discuss.

all the best to the year 2 seniors for their GP tml.
nah- your practice qns.

about the statement: go figure.
hone.

a million thanks

ah- shan't speak in flowery language and poems this time round. cause it pretty difficult to say what i wanna say through peotry, hahaha. you can say that i'm not that pro lahx. ahhaha. actually i am not pro in poetry. ahhaha. okay... here goes.

to my dear project work team mates (damn. VJ120 rock BIG time!!): its been a great year working with all of you guys. seeing everyone of you putting your efforts, thoughts, views, opinions and most frank positive criticisms into this project has has made this project successfull. i am proud to say that all of us can call this final piece of work our own. although there were times when we were just plain slacking and not doing anything while the other groups were chionging away their project, we had fun didn't we? hahaha. all that chionging at the final minute. man- those are days and TIMES that i would never forget. ahhaha. i think all of us have improved tremondously in terms of opening up to one another. some of us learnt patience, some gained confidence, some taught, others learnt. it was just simply fun. hahaha.

maybe i'll just end off with a short (i hope!) poem.

hahah. -damn impromptu.

days have passed like arrows to the board
but as each arrow slices through the air
new friendships blossom, life renewed.

obstacles have opposed us many times
but hands holded together we stand united
nothing stops us, we've finished the race.

it was a good race
we've fought a good fight
we're champions.

thank you zheng guang rong, janice tan siew ting, tan zihua!

a million thanks.