Tuesday, January 31, 2006

globalisation and nationalisation

was watching the 2005 IBF World Championships on ESPN just now and the finals was fought between the Americans and the Indonesians. For you badminton buffs out there, you would probably be just as surpirsed as I am to hear and see an American Men's Doubles team reach the finals of a world championship series.

forgive me if i sound intruding, but hey- what's democracy and the freedom of speech?

by the time I tuned to the channel, the match was already at its climax- the final match. the game was tied at 1-1, with the Americans taking the first set 15-11 and the Indonesians 15-10. so everything boiled down to the dying moments of the 60something minute.

well then, onto the match itself. i felt it was not really to the Indonesian's advantage to start with for the simple fact that while the game was in action the crowd was cheering whenever the Americans had a chance to smash or whack the shuttlecock. I shall leave you to guess what was the dominant race of the spectators then. but won't you feel discouraged? i've never seen such a rowdy crowd like this even in the National Schools Badminton Championships back home let alone in a WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP. think about it- have you even heard noise during an Olympic match, not even a final. cheat would really be a very very strong word, don't you think?

secondly, i started to notice the names of the players. while the Indonesian players donned Indonesian names, the Americans didn't. some may then argue that it doens't matter what your background is, all that matters in a match is which side you're playing for and who wins, period. in response to that, i myself have seen many foreigners playing for my homeland in international competitions. and i've also seen many reports of questioning the right of my homeland to call that medal rightfully ours. so is it wrong then to have foreigners play for us? here comes the issue of nationalism.

i personally feel if i were to ever change my nationality and were to one day meet my ex-compatriots in a competition, my heart will be in a mess. an issue of country loyalty? maybe. but if you were loyal to already, why change right? hmmm. cash incentives, the prestige of being from a developed country, higher standards of living, the list of reasons would just go on and on and on and on and on *rambles on*
after all that's being said, to me in this game, the Indonesians have rightfully won.

3 days of oh happy day

3 days of Chinese New Year just ended like that lahx- like damn fast lohx. okay, fine. i shall stop being the most ultimate bimbo you can ever find and spare you from all the nonsensical nonsense. mwahaha.

aiyah. CNY this year was alright lahx. haha. i guess the only thing special and heartwarming to me was the fact that all the cousins saw one another again, like after one entire year and all. was really quite sad that we didn't meet up for a simple lunch or something throughout the whole of last year. haha. so this year, we gotta!

i mean it was great catching up with everybody cousins and relatives alike, so much has happened lohx. and it's only till today then i realised how mad my relatives can become. haha. laugh at their own jokes, do really stupid things like talk to the glass cup, refuse to admit that a green shirt is a green shirt and would rather call it a luminous yellowish green shirt - like WTH? haha. but it was great fun lahx. just being in their presence and all.

guess the next time we can go out together is during the june hols or march hols. haha. but then again, june will already be in brisbane, so haix not all of us will be there. ahha. but then again, i think all of us will be busy with our own agenda lohx: ha. why?

clara- O's
deb, aud and yours truly: A's
Greg: PSLE (HAHAHA)
Jon: HCI year one (sure got some rubbish enrichment thing wan, right?)
Gen: errr.. maybe she can meet herself only? haha.
June: Brisbane lahx
Sheryl: oh. maybe she can meet Gen. haha

aiyah. but it was great fun being with everybody and all!
Chinese New Year Rox! haha.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Levi's

Have I told you lately how I love you
Have i told you there's no clothe above you
Fill my bod with clothing,
Covering all the nudity,
Ease my troubles, That's what you do.
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mwahaha. i love Levi's!! woohoo- Levi's Specs, Levi's Short-Sleeved Shirt, Levi's Polo Shirt, Levi's Jeans, Levi's Socks. haha. so fun... haha. gonna start saving up for my next pair of Levi's Jeans! yaaaaay.
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THEREFORE, PLEASE DONATE GENEROUSLY TO THE BUY-A-NEW-PAIR-OF-JEANS-FOR-DARREN FUND!

have a blessed Chinese New Year!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

economics of ants

supply of ants might be caused to certain unforeseen cicurmstances, such as the sudden disappearance due to the presence of 'SUCKER' which is always accompanied with a deafening noise.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

functions and relations

functions and relations, think that's what you learn only in mathematics? guess you're wrong. when you see a many-one relation happening right before your eyes, then you'd know what i'm talking about. then again for that matter, it has caused many- one functions to break, some have just fueled talk. since we're studying the A LEVEL mathematics course, let us go deeper in the discussion shall we? what do you think will happen when the domain of the relation expands, say to infinity, to the entire relation? could it cause some numbers to be excluded from the range? or maybe it might bring more numbers to be included within the range. hmmm... *work your mathematical mind now and tell me what will happen. haven't come up with answer? let me tell you then. *screams* because of the many-one relation, competition takes place. who will win- this one i really must see. then again, it has sparked off many discussions amongst mathematicians who have expresssed their views on this phenomenon. the behaviour of several numbers seem to be independent of each other- something which have caused some mathematicians to scratch their heads even till today. it could probably be only for the LOVE of mathematics for such a phenomenon to take place. what do you think?
[sorry for the mathematical misinfomation- if there was anything in the first place. lol.]

Saturday, January 14, 2006

falling sick

its ice isn't it- the air around me?
the kiss on my skin, oooh so icy!
stone cold it spreads around
till my entire body become numb
maybe its just because you ain't there
to make all my worries disappear
you're my sun, my energy
without you, there'd be no me.

-dedicated to the 2 VERY special people in my life:
miss you loads and all the times we spent.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

i simply cannot lose you again

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

chance- missed

a sign from God; a message to me
standing behind words came free
the chance wasn't taken that was it
now i feel utmostly dumb and stupid.


Sunday, January 08, 2006

just me and you

i guess i've never said it out loud before
neither have i told you about this
but i think its time for you to know
how much i feel and miss

its been nearly a year since that day
the time that i've taken to forget
about what we used to play
and the times we always went mad

that card seemed to be the end
the closure of something good
i guess today we're just friends
something we both understood

so i want to take this time to
thank you for those special moments
and though i still feel for you
till then, relationship's adjurned.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

tea lights

no man is an island, no man stands alone
etched deep into our bonded souls
in unison we cry out!
-wherefore art thou? seniors who have flown.
leaving the place of memories together
the heavens opened her floodgates
and the clouds cried for our last farewell
-hold on. wait a moment.
change that.
you will never come back to us seniors
simply because you have never really left.
-you will be sorely missed.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

a new beginning

to all:
Have A God -Blessed New Year!
its a new beginning for all, so whatever you've done wrong in the previous year, well, don't bring it forward to
the new year! leave your troubles and worries behind! its a new start to renew and refresh yourself!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

the definition of a second: be blown.

The unit of time in SI, the duration of 9,192,631,770 periods of the radiation corresponding to the transition between two hyperfine levels of the ground state of the cesium-133 atom.

scientists really must have nothing better to do right?

and the moments..

a ceremony that causes a part
of your heart to be chewed upon.
the pain, the agony, the sadness
that dwell upon the inflicted.
the sense of loss is felt when you
went away leaving me behind;
the memories were your legacy
- your gift to me.
i know that though we may be apart
we shall always be together
as one, as VJCHOIR.

thank you all seniors for your unwavering support of your dear juniors here. it has been an amazing experience just being able to sing alongside ALL of you. all these come from the deepest depths of my heart and i really mean it. ALL of you have been influential in way or another, never failing to bring a smile or a warmth to the coldest hearts and feelings. no matter what time of the day, pms or not, vjchoir has always been like a family to me- with everyone being so close to one another and all. its just been fantastic. i really pray that i will be able to meet all of you guys one day and yea, just sing our hearts out cause it was the love to sing that brought us to one another anyway. it was great just knowing all you guys, let alone enjoying every moment of fun we had together.

thnx for EVERYTHING, my dear Seniors (Batch of 2004/ 05).
wishing you guys: all the best in your future endeavours!
God Bless You Always.

Monday, December 26, 2005

merry!

paint the town all red and green
shop with me cause we ain't sleepin
go down to the hotels and carol away
out in the snow we would frolic and play.
sing to me a joyous melody
of Christmas carols so happily
Christmas is here after a long year's wait
all the excitement, ain't that great!
let us all listen and hear
take your cup of wine and forget the beer
to the reason for the season
that is Christ to us is given!
amen.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

wanna be alone

i want to be alone
just for this time being.
everything in this perceived mind
seems so odd; so wrong.
facades pass me by every day
impressions have been proven false
living manequins don the streets.
you know what?
i'm tired.
tired of being in such a presence.
i just want to be alone.
period.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

fireworks of pixels shoots from nowhere
you've won; you've won it silently screams
and when you look back into your life
you start to see how reality and dreams
- differ.

you deserve to-

blow up the bars
and cause an uproar.
Fellow countrymen; lend me your ears
-right.
you took the very thing
that sustained their life.
for you craved for sinful pleasures,
you deprived many of simply living.
confucius say; go to jail
-bad boy.

Monday, December 19, 2005

` missing my old self

walking on this tightrope
where time plays its fools,
just one foot off the balance
and down your body flew

i want to retrace my steps
till the very beginning,
call it childish or the like
i refuse to continue this fling

gravity falls upon me like a ton
upon the crown of my soul
i'm falling can't you see
i guess you're just as blind too.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

dislike

I
be nice and talk to me
hug my ego and boost my fame
give me authority this i pray
when you show me
this half of your face.

shut me up and howl at me
leave me out in the cold all alone
give me your time this i pray
when you show me
this half of your face

II
time has passed us like a snap
two pillars that were once strong
now lay
dilapidated and frail
what went wrong my friend?
tell me the truth, please.

we held up problems and
supported one another in every way.
but yet even though such a thing
has happened, you will always remain
- more than a friend,
a Brother to me.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

back from korea!

ever felt the extremes of temperature?
-11degrees one day, the second 30degrees.
korea one day, the second singapore.

take me up north and let me see the snow
you disappointed me mother nature,
for you have only made me cold.

take me up to the mountain top and let me
touch the clouds; let me see the shooting
stars and from the top ski your way down

bring me down to the mini-hong kong
the city that never sleeps: seoul. beautiful
it is but just be careful where you face

breezes. winds. gales. cold winds from up north
blow me down to the south. hate what you do:
stay within me and keep me still. freezing.

fly me down back to singapore and let me
feel beads fall from the crown and flood my back.
for 6 days, i have not felt this and i have decided
- i want to be right here: singapore.

its just great to be back to be with all of you guys
>>vjchoir! i missed you so....