i'm supposed to be studying (reading) actually. but strangely enough i'm here, at the keyboard. somehow, there seems to be a mismatch of my current state of mind with my surroundings. the fatigue birthed from last sunday is beginning to take its full form but i'm here, at the keyboard, in school. i feel weak. no, not spiritually but physically weak and i know i need sleep. but there's a pressing need to read (study) that somehow i feel almost compelled to listen to the inner mugger. and so i will but i shall start with tomorrow. oh, if you know me well enough you'd know i'd do it - the ability to sit at the desk with no apparent entertainment and study for a straight 6 hours. i've done it before, 8 hours actually to be exact, and i could do it again. but to do that, i'd need ample rest, and sleep. urgh, i shouldn't have done my laundry with sam. cause that'd mean i'd have to wait at least three-quarters an hour before i can even sleep. however, in the face of all these heavy chains and shackles, i will 'look up' towards high heavens for my 'redemption draweths nigh'.

He is faithful and

He will be faithful because

He is my God and

He is GOD.