i just walked out of my literature lecture today feeling some sense of emptiness. It left me wondering why. Perhaps it was the film Persona that left me pretty speechless, both in a good and bad way. Or maybe it's because I'm getting jaded from school and the system. Perhaps it is the fatigue that has accompanied me since Monday. Perhaps . . . Perhaps . . . Perhaps . . .

I've never liked the concept of the unknown. Or worse yet, the concept of what could have been. Come to think of it, the worst is possible the concept of what should have been.

ah, yes. the process of rationalisation has kept me sane. That broke my train of irrationality and emo-ness.

Think rational dude, that's the only way to keep sane.