.take courage and keep the faith

]finally eighteen / and on this special day. . .

oh my, wat a day today

spending it with 4b as time swept away

a dinner spent and a pool game played

with this brotherhood, what more can i say?

this day spent with you guys have truly been

a special time of love and reminiscing

all the moments shared yesterday and today

will be kept deep in my heart, always.

and a BIG shout out to all those out there

who have sent me wishes from everywhere

it has descended upon my phone

and i sincerely thank you for your love untold.

so let these words be like a heartfelt letter

because my love for you guys out there burns forever

so as i end it off with my name to the left aligned

just beneath it, with my heart i sincerely sign.

-woohfd

a special thanks to nicholas ting, daniel thong, sue lynn, yawen, shuwei (at exactly 12am!), liangi, stephanie, reyneth (who has been secretly spying on my sex life), joseph, chin chong, zihua, chiew shan, huping, my lovely second aunt on my dad's side, daniel lee (who jsut came back after rowing some sampan), bryan (who has been encouraging me to get some booze- and for the unknowing, it means alcohol), zhou chu, janice, alicia, bernice, yizha, mark (who forgot bout it last night when i was out with him studying), mum, aunt jessie huin, grandma, jian hao, zara, beatrice, amanda, aunt pauline from my mum's side, ching kai (i suspect yawen reminded him, but hey i trust he remembered, although.. ), sean lim, charlene, lynn, annabella, zuo yi, gerald mursjid, dad (both sent me mms; is that supposed to be more specially known? hmmm) and all those who have wished me in one way or another.

also a big shout out and really heartfelt thanks to bryan (for suppering with me), reyneth (for his madness and retarditcity), shen yean (ahhhh. POTATO!), sean lim (what more can i say?), yapchow (for the siao stuff displayed on the pool table) and liangi (for planning the entire dinner and gathering). thanks guys for spending this special night with me. it was heartwarming to see you guys all coming back for me. haha. i'm becoming bhb already. but can't help it- good looking wat?

haha.

` a prayer of thanks for seventeenth

Deep within the wells of my soul

let this prayer reach up to your throne;

These words are full of thanks

for truly O Lord, i am completely blessed.

This past one year of living seventeenth

have made me learn special things;

Things that make me grow in truth

but more importantly, more in you.

You have seen past all my faults

my sins, my pain and my distraughts.

Pulling me through in the end

O my God, how now i understand.

For Your unfailing love has seen me through

and showered me with blessings,oh so true;

What more can i say that will explain how i feel

for this love i receive is just so surreal.

So here it goes, in the best i know how

thank you God for sustaining me till now;

May my years be blessed and better ahead

as i serve you and bless you, all of my days.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY

FOREVER AND EVER

AMEN

so this wat physics spa skill a teaches us.

let x be the height from the ground

to the base of the bag carried on back of subject

let y be the age of the subject.

assuming the relation of lg y= lg x + a

where a is a constant

(insert table and graph here)

since the graph of lg x plotted against lg y is a straight line

the assumed relation is proven true.

*based on observational evidence at a concert..

life thus far

life began when you were formed

deep down in dear mum's womb

you never knew what how life was

under out you came out really soon.

and so it all began, when you

entered playschool or kindergarden

as some people affectinately call it,

you soon realised the true meaning of

-yes, freedom.

you then moved on to primary school

where you thought failing spelling was fine and

subsequently took your final exams six years later;

but you never knew that you would take

a similar major exam -an ordinary one,

only that this time round, its difficulter.

the time when your entire world runs wild,

with fantasies and imaginations all undesired,

it finally came with much hype and hip!

- things started spilling underneath the sheets

and hair was growing in all the wrong places,

life seriously couldn't get worse than that...

but then again, can it?

and so after that HUGE revelation which probably killed you,

you rose like a phoenix, all glorious and marvellous

and beat all odds to get your tail feathers into college.

my oh my. this time round, things get rather DIRTY and MESSY.

secrets of victoria starts spreading through the school

with mixed reactions from those who have caught the wave.

PLUS all the coping with college work and relationships

you're gonna get stressed. inevitably.

while the future may seem uncertain for some people

one thing's definitely for sure regardless of all.

to get this far in life you must have been a conqueror

and for heaven's sake, get your spelling wright

dear.

life as an eighteen year old sure is tough

ain't it?

snowy's day operation.

it pains me deep inside

to see you in this state.

the sunken eyes which

only tell me pain is more

than my heart can bear.

i rubbed your head and

carressed your bosom

and i know that was

probably all you asked for;

i want to give you more

but you need rest;

just lie there my dear

and stay still there.

i will come to you.

because i really care.

magical numbers //+

4 times i've bathed today

3 hours spent playing badminton

2 hour sleep after badminton

2 proper meals through the day

2 hours of studying at night

1 h2o that kept me alive thru the game

the numbers seem rather magical

don't they?

study and play until

siao liao.

momentum...

using p = mv - e

where m is small

and v is small

because distance is very big

and time taken to cover distance is VERY big

and e to be external influences which is reaching infinity.

therefore momentum, p is small

and hence darren cannot do any work.

i need to get my momentum back.

seriously.

listen to this:

beauty fruit juices for your face

the "Atomic Face Lift" being sold at $4.50

i had the wildest imagination of the entire face being lifted off the err.. face at speed of light or something. well, something like an ATOMIC bomb blast or something.

like that would revitalise your face.

didn't feel very accomplished today.

tommorrow will be a better day.

i really must be going bonkers

and so i stood on the mezzanine, looking down on the first floor and what caught my eye was a man holding a kid of not more than ten years old in one hand and the other pulling a PRAM. he walked at least 20 metres away from the library where he came from and suddenly stopped in his tracks. the boy looked up in wonder and with some thought, or at least i thought he did, the man walked back towards the library.

conclusion: the man forgot the baby.

studying underway.

do not disturb.