Tuesday, May 13, 2008

yesterday marked the end of yet another frame and also the last of its kind for me till i return back to singapore for good. there was nostalgia and at the same time gratefulness as i walked them into the plane, taking in a whaff of the plane whilst in there- something i haven't done since i returned back to taiwan in january.

nostalgia because this is my last frame with these bunch of people. that is to say, the next time they're here i'll be gone. there ain't going to be another chance of working with them and doing all that kind of nonsense all over again. then again, i might not even meet them ever again. but somehow, just somehow i do wish our paths would cross one day. the fact that singapore is so tiny already do help in this aspect and do wish it would. just a simple hello from across the street or a g'day on the sidewalks of orchard road would definitely jolt back many memories. of course, maybe i would have another entry on that ten years from now when i meet any one of them randomly with their kids and wife walking down the beach. hmm, i look forward to meeting them again.

gratefulness because when i look back, this is the second of such a frame since i arrived and also the last till i return, much have changed. things here in this place has changed- people, systems of work, management, lots of things. but there is one thing that hasn't and that's God's sustanence and daily providence. this experience, though it's not yet over, has already been more than enriching and fulfilling. it's fast becoming a watershed in my life. or should i say, i am living this watershed right now, enjoying it to the fullest at the moment. and seeing that bunch of people leave was kinda sad but as like all the other frames i have sent off at the gates of taoyuan international airport, they never fail to remind me of the first time i sent a frame home. they never fail to remind me the road i have taken so far to get to where i am today. they never failed me. God never failed me.

and it's high time i start to not fail God in my life.
thank you, God.

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