you know the saying "all you need is a good night's rest"? if i would just add another word into it to make it "all you need is a good LONG night's rest" and boy, would you feel the difference. i realised after some days, possibly weeks of near sleep-deprived nights, emotions started to make waves in my constantly swirling head. hello world, for those who are jusdt feeling moody or down, take this advice: go sleep now. even if it's seven in the evening and you need to get up only at twelve the next morning, go sleep. you never know the miraculous effects of sleep. it always comes down to this really, especially after i just saw my friends off at the airport for their return flight home, some even to the door of the plane. it burns somehow inside to know that this plane is eventually bound for singapore and you on the other hand are repelled by this invisible wall at the aerobridge, just unable to board the plane. it really is a sickening feeling deep inside and it normally lasts for that short few hours while on the ride back to camp. then again, that 'invisible wall' will just have to make way for yours truly as i will be heading home in december. so i shall just continue to keep that dream alive by... continue to dream somemore. yea, in my dreams.