i wish...

i wish for that milk chocolates
i wish for that twisties tomato
i wish for that ban mian
i wish for that banana milkshake
i wish for that char siew pau
i wish for that apple laptop
i wish for that sennheiser headphones
i wish for that fluffy bear we saw at the store
i wish for that times we shared to return
i wish for that good night message
i wish for that beautiful smile on your face

i wish for nothing else but happiness for you.
damn. i miss you loads.

rain rain go away

maybe the heavens weep for me now;
clouds soaked in the tears of thunder.
claps of thunders fills the skies,
lighting it up like the very morning day.
why can't it light up this tunnel whose
the end seems so bleak and dark and gloomy?
hurricanes; tropical storms; earthquakes
rock the land of this feeble mind
-casualty: 1.
my entire being.

shaken by the aftershocks and math
of what has came and gone in the flash
i sit here alone; huddled with my bestest
best friend- my snugly blanket.

worried sick.

i'm sorry my brother
for not replying earlier
for i was away on a trip
here's my wish, i hope you'd keep:

that He shall direct your paths
keeping you in His love,
peace and joy, that you
may be succesful in all that you do.

to jeremy gan, dan, gen rong, shi xuan, law, seth, josh cheam, fredrick, johnny, and the rest of my dearest VS juniors and DSA juniors too (sorry can't remember all your names): from the bottom of my heart, i really wanna wish all of you guys a really wonderful and blessed 2-3 weeks of the O levels. tough situations don't last, only tough people do- i'm very sure you guys will go through this satge with much confidence and strength each and every day of the paper. My heart goes out to all of you, I'll be praying for all you guys! yepps.

"If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be give to him."

- James 1:5

drawings of the past

did this after collecting my econs mcq and math paper. really about to go mad.

during chem lecture- super pissed and irritated with things revolving around me. need to scream it all out so badly,

but i cannot.

i simply can't.

reminiscing the S2 past in aep of doing printmaking. still very much shaken by the results;

disfigured by the bombardments and shards of the truths of life.

time's ticking away...

these 3 sketches were done based on the works of francis bacon.

his artworks are fantastically good.

expect more of his influence on my drawings soon.

the fundamentals to the poem before this entry.

you won't know what i'm going through.

results//+

blindfold me
tape my mouth
glass will shatter
rain shall fall from
windows of the soul
-revelations has said it all
entrapped within
one's darkness and fury,
unescapable from it,
what more is there?
-only a thin ray hangs in
disfigure me
oh power of sound
adam! spoil the apple!
scream perils
scream it now
-hear the heavenly shatters

i told you to
blindfold me
and to
tape my mouth.

i told you.

feelings unexpressed

mail's here!
the andrenalin rush to the head-
excitement in the atmosphere.
then the good news arrived;
OH MY GOODNESS ME!

to dan and jeremy: you dunno how excited and happy i am for both of ya. to tell ya the truth, i was really really super duper worried for ya guys when i couldn't help ya guys in the whole dsa thing. i was so so distraught lahx. but thank God, He really helped you gusy pulled through; and i'm like so extremely sure i'll see you guys next year man! right now, my hands are literally shaking and i'm like... WOAH! real real good news. thanks a lot man, dan... didn't even tell me... need jeremy to tell me ah... some brother.. ahhaha. thanks jeremy for telling! hahaha. i'm really really so darn excited fer ya guys; seriously seriously excited. i really dunno what else to say lohx; hahaha... real awesome!

"And all things, whatsoever,

ye shall ask for in prayer, believing,

ye shall receive."

- Matthew 21:22

random house

Gryffindor! Fun-loving and ballsy down to the last
detail, you follow rules when it's convenient
for you and never turn down an opportunity to
par-tay. You're loud, mischievous, and a little
naive at times, but never let your awesome
self-confidence waver. Like Slytherin, you too
appreciate the finer things in life...just in a
very...different way.

A More Unique Hogwarts Sorting Quiz

that state of mind- daze

that state of mind- hello there;
i'm back again. i'm lost, so lost
once again. help i scream- but
no one comes to my aid
no one.

am i once again alone in this
daze that catches the mindless
soul unprepared- nah. it can't be
that bad, it just can't
or could it?

for this battle of matters of the
hearthas been a long fought battle
i'm running short of supplies and
tired i've become
fall down now.

now that's love lost; love forlorn-
oh how i yearned for that moment.
thatintimate moment with you- but
thou was rejected of your love-
i'm so sorry.

- i'm so sorry.

gone are the moments

gusts of wind ruffled the strands of the human mind,
toying with the strong will and faith that was once
without firm foundation; it was not of any kind
but that which was through the means of examinations.

small blows of the wind from the mainland blew across
the table in the examination hall- i didn't study; well
minimally. essay was fluent i think with little loss
of words to express thee it was good as with the main paper.

the winds of the economy changed drastically with
choices that had to be made were tough as red meat;
recalling from memory what was done past few weeks
essays both were conquered and sounded off with victory.

the winds subsided.

molecules/ atoms/ pressure/ alkanes and the like- beautiful
i say; in nature it was friend to me, on paper it was foe.
for on my side, He who made the skies and the seas blue
it was over and conquered, securing a victoriou win.

the shape of a typhoon on graph sounds intimidating to you
doesn't it; but frankly it's not as bad as you think. it was fluent
at least for the first few questions and then came dee you
dee exx and the elongated S shape- my faith unwavers.

and as the velocity of the wind changes with time, it was a hell
lotta words in description. wonderfully described and defined
were the terms; what more can i say? will it ring your memory's bell
if i were to bring you back to the very first day of the
attack of the examination winds.

"But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings as eagles;
they shall run, and not be weary;
and they shall walk, and not faint."
- Isaiah 40:31