Showing posts with label EOT. Show all posts
Showing posts with label EOT. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

家,到底是哪里?

2007年06月22日
是世界庆祝我19年前诞生的那一天;
但也是我一生以来最难忘的旅途的开始。

单独坐在暴满的飞机上
却感受不到百人的存在
默默仿佛只听得到心话
而周围渐渐的被模糊。

遗忘了,什么都忘了。

刚抵达机场的我
拖着笨重的行李
着急在人海中寻找某人
啊!找到了!
我们“回家”吧。

其他细腻的事我都忘了, 什么都忘了。

一年前的我不敢相信
一年的时间会一转眼的过去
但现在的我终于明白
世上是没有不可能的事。

我在这里该做得都做了
反而觉得有时付出了太多
但这一年来都没被夸过
一声感谢词都没有
使我觉得我的功劳到底有多值得

啊!遗憾, 这是遗憾吗?

对于我在这里交的朋友
我是无法形容,
只能说认识他们是我的荣幸
也是我的幸福
没有他们的陪伴
这一年以来都不会好过
现在临走之前的我
只能够好好珍惜剩下几天的陪伴
为我们的友谊的未来抱着永恒的希望。

这,真的是遗憾吗?

不。我付出的这么多
上帝已十倍的补偿给我
那么丰富的经验,乐与赏
我都得到了。

但这个旅途总有一天会结束
而结束的那一天就即将来临
我不遗憾
我不伤心
我绝对一滴眼泪也不会付出
因为我知道未来有多么的开心,
再次能见到你们会有多么幸福
- 我抱着这么的希望迈向未来

过几天,2007年06月22日会再次重复
我离家,回家去了。

Saturday, August 16, 2008

last night was the last night two great friends were going to spend at this camp; they have since gone home, in fact, on their way home now.

it all began last night with two cans of heineken and 7-up. well, 7-up was the game and heineken was... you should know better. thing was, those two cans were taken in real slowly. there was no kick; there was nothing.

and then we moved into the mess - the "entertainment hub" for our civilian-friends - and started singing. like any other military elsewhere, singing would finally make way for what is know to civilians as Shouting. so anyway, we Shouted emo farewell songs for those leaving us, and in the process of it had more cups of beer and alcohol mixed in a cup. lovely concoction eh? wrong.

just a 1cm tall cup of 58% alcohol drank dry would make any chest warm and fuzzy, and for some cause serious gastric pains. Ouch. now imagine beer with that alcohol, multiplied by say 5 cups (i can't even remember how many cups i had, there were just too many).

and then there was the guinness stout. till now i have absolutely no idea whatsoever why people like stout. there's this caramel old ancient taste that seems to come from the old dynasties of whatever civilisation, and honestly, it's just simply not nice. short of gross, but just not nice. thank goodness it was just one cup.

and then there were the competitions. one versus one, see who can finish one can of beer the fastest and the slower one will drink about half a can of the 58% alcohol. that one i was not part of.

in the end, i was feeling tipsy - which is not the same as being drunk; it is more of a really really tired feeling under a moderately sedated mind. the others, well let's just say they went completely ballistic with themselves. one peed in the drain, another took off his boxers in the fish pond, ah the list goes on. but one thing united us all last night; we all went into the fish pond, voluntarily or involuntarily we all just did.

call it camaraderie, there was just this unity we felt. remember that saying One for All, All for One? i guess that was what we felt - that drunk, no, tipsy camaraderie.


now that they're both gone, there's definitely a void emotionally and physically too. but hey, september draws nigh and soon i'll be home as well. all i wish is for this camaraderie, drunk or tipsy or not (hopefully the latter) , to be present well into the future; for it is these friendships that i take home with me and will remember always.